[for serious]
so that my name
be not
defamed
on the lips of those
who blamed
me...
for all that i may
be
(in the space-land of my
dreams)
as you once saw me

for sheez-
ee

baby

say you remember, say
you still know

please?

[blocked]
drop the point & just
stay happy
see them stars & the
spaces in-between.
proclaim my own greatness
to ethreal gods
of mars
speak some words &
leave me in the morning.
goddess lays naked (but
just for the moment)
spent.
spared from the spoils of another
tumultuous
toil
raging (right now) in my belly
foiled the plans of the
invisible man
short of breath, the
little death
i fell apart in your eyes.

[domo ari gato]
do you ever get the call
to dissappear?
do you ever feel
as i sometimes feel?
the brutal longing for the
blank abyss,
the quiet ocean of nothingness?
do you fear as i do?
insurmountable,
indescribable,
unavoidable fear.
blanket of pure cold &
so many damn questions
squashing hope in complete
oppression.
left alone to feel its weight,
wishing for an end that never fucking comes...
left alone to live
alone
another god-damned day

[bull]
milk of magnesia, smoothered in rum
for sweetness' sake; a great big
mistake
really in love with the famed
lady of the lake
too many issues; case taken in point
joint cessation
of all known sensation
too many fingers stained red by
Kool-Aid
registered trademark, pass-coded
influence
whores of lost knowledge
act out as kids
all seen thru the eyes of my
television...

-------*
why are you so vengeful?
does your anger keep you warm at night?
is that other bed not as warm?
why be so angry?
i didnt lie to you, that was left
to that lettle bitch
you call your friend.