[ not that funny...really ]

how Bush is creating Jobs in America...

...over 1000 US Servicemen killed

[magna cum laude]
i see thru a picture of last things to say
no words of adornment; no goodness exchanged
but i know that you feel me
you said so yourself
and i look for tomorrow
to help figure out
can i go home?
the last time you needed or said anything
just some off-handed comment you hoped that would sting
but you said that you loved me
and yeah, forever too
and i feel like an orphan
so lost in the Blue
can i go walk through the fields
would you know who i am
look towards the moment
and do what i can
can i go home?

[ just ]
a break from the discord is all that im after; a tear in the time that we had; im so sick of endings; they make up my life; everything comes to a bitter end; but why?; yet, beginnings are boring and winter's not much better; its too cold and im still too tired; stuck with a feeling but too close to fight it; and the alcohol's not doing it's job; flash of my body; broken and bloody; everyone trying to save me; it took me a minute to get my surroundings; then i noticed it all...
i crawled through a window and you saw me sleeping; on a bench, in a park; waiting for my perfect spring to come to my calling; to get this cold off my bones; thaw me out nicely and give me some feeling; drop in the bucket has got me believing; alone and awake in the middle of the night; montage of pictures fall to the way-side; too many images staring at me; dream of the sunlight; that we shared together; but i know that its impossible now...