31 May 2002

amish teens gone crazy
apparently there are a bunch of drunk, under-aged amish kids running around. and somebody thought it'd be a good idea to make a documentry about it.

i can't think of anything witty so...

amish afro

afro squad

that's a good segue into and out of all things amish...

**from Rick
defender of the so called faith
a guy who used to beat his wife.
a wife who's trying to get a divorce.
a restraining order.
some cops.
me, drunk outta my mind.
what a lovely evening last night was...

30 May 2002

-sob-
black heart fool who knows so well
speed walk streets with names like girls
dance with chickens in desert airs
playful city streets...
the beats in the mind and it drives it drives
callused hands meet tender flesh in the middle
punk rock hair-do all made up for fashion
and the label remains on permanent display
jet blown back to Betty Boop days
in the instant you close your eyes
and could this make up hide the eyes like curtains in your window
singing the song that plays over and over and over...
...what a geek...
...the Original Lobotomy 101...made while at work on just another cheesy free server...didn't even have FTP...interesting color choices though, huh?
rude dog
i don't watch much TV and the speakers on my computer recieved a healthy dose of orange soda awhile back...following that line of thought (???) my friend sent me a video of 'rude dog' from the conan show. i haven't seen conan since he was on the Daily Show...

by the way, i am a fiend for orange soda...

29 May 2002

spring
@~}~

the fun is over; the dream is gone; long lost girl-friends still haunt my sleep; she turned over and smiled at me; made me think of suicide; its not all that bad; but mostly so; hollywood-vinyl-pin-up-doll; made for pleasure; fun-police; why can't i wake from this terrible sleep; ive never seen dawn; except through glass; could my eyes bare the sight of it?; would wings sprout and carry me away?; or is that the bottle talking now?; visions of cornfields and long straight-aways; revving up motors with Daisy Duke girls bopping on the side-lines; she screamed then as i do now; ate cauliflower with soy cheese; my little Earth-girl; but ulcers and cancers and pisces , aquarius and sagittarius; all those busy bees and paramours; dance with me on a sunday morning; the virgin is lonely and lost with out you; everythings horrible and everythings fine; i'll be alright...
big city
yesterday i went to get a haircut...just one mind you...and i ran into 4 people i know at the barber shop...made me realize that i live in a fairly small town...

i miss the city...where it never goes dark...the only stars you see are on the streets walking around looking very beat...and even if you could see them, the giant pillars of capitalism would block the view.

been thinking of SF...sara and kat are plying me with sweet stories of pleasure and pavement...something to think about...

28 May 2002

pocket full of quarters
i went out to dinner with my parents the other night and at the table next to us was a family celebrating their sons graduation. his grandparents were asking what school he was going to now that high school is over and what he was going to do with his life. i caught my dad looking at me at this point. so when the kids said he had no idea and he was going to take a year or so off and then maybe try junior college for a little while, i just smiled.