november rain
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

my plastic rose garden
so tell me its not ugly; that you think its just lovely...in your curt, up-right-mammal fashion; so gloriously done-up with self-righteous indignation---i can picture that scowl, feeling elevation.
why dont the things i see in my head match with whats before my eyes?
and everytime this happens, a little piece of me dies?

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shhh!...can you hear it?...the sound of nervous silence...

a brave new whirl
sit back, listen to the sunshine; take time, all your life is waiting; head strong, pull out to the real world; look back, boy you barely knew her...

...and i wont think of ways to fly; not today, no, not today; cuz right now i think that i; can be okay, be okay...

short lived, adolescent feelings; taste good, woke up on the ceiling; talk trash, wasted words of rubbish; stop and, wonder why they've done this...

...so what if i wont die; not today, no, not today; sometimes i think that i; can be okay, it'll be okay . . .

all these pictures
...moving pictures
seem so different
...almost distant...
i wont miss this
...not my business
catch a dream...make believe...

oh la la...
gasping breath...
...mouth to ear
a gentle moan...
...all you hear.

Hello Virgo
Weekly Horror-scope:

Mercury continues to be retrograde, which is putting a monkey wrench in the works. You need to believe that it is all for the best. Early on in the week, it moves into Aries, and this emphasizes your relationship to power, and also to shared finances. You may find that you have to go over old ground when it comes to loan payments or credit schemes. Mars and Venus continue to move through Gemini, stirring up your career options and making you believe that you can do it, whatever "it" is.