[home, not home]
city cold
come warm dead bones
as the flesh succombs to all these years
melt away
deteriorate
everything
now i lost the thing i had
to stay

[manufacturers warning]
what is that frantic ranting of
emergency---
urgency.
dialed to a tone.
it makes me make
faces
and a thought like outer---
spaces
on the checkered-bored-game
that IS
this would-be life of
obessive strife.
of mine, atleast. it seems
that
anyway, or
every which---bewitching! way
i supposed...
no matter WHICH goddamned road.
i choose---i chose
it never is the right way
always turning left
all the way to way, way down
one cant make a fool
of a
self-proclaimed clown
with crowns and thorns and
implied best thoughts
(we must not be swayed by
little things)
this can be done properly
guiding light of guidelines of property
ancient earths hold ancient truths
& so so do you
but i do too
by straight-up numbers----
are ye numb yet?!
the conclusion follows the bleeding
point
self-confessed, professed, and
left for dead.
didnt want to hear what i couldve said.
ashes, dust, mold, & rust
the whole-ly un-holy
by no other name still lies...
say its self-sacrifice

[real]
was it all just a dream?
these years line up seem
so
menacing.
life is work and not just
play-things
if i offered up silence would you
still dare to think?
presumption is the mother of all
fuck-ups
all this and more
i know
i know enough to know
i know nothing at all

[hilarious]
DHMO
join the cause...
today!

[tout le monde]
the sky is falling!
the sky is falling!
but i am not afraid,
my darling.
wash my hands in
blood-red sky; the
saintly sky---
birthplace of all thats defined
divine.
inspiration, bullet-proof temptation
captivate the popular population
& then----!
enslave them!
mutiny of masters lost on the
crapper.
spectacular disaster
-prone to fits of weakness after.
cast adrift in this
woeful sea of drunken sodomized
hypocrites.
rudderless.
-& quite a mess & missing.
all in grim analogy.