[ celebrity you ]
so damn dependent on these chemicals
they pick me up & help me talk to
other people
ive got a reason if you've got a line
it might not be living
but it helps to pass the time
so not that bad
just dissatisfied
with this wicked world and this
failed attempt at life
place your judgements
you don't fuckin' know!
it just feels so good
and yes,
i DO say so
c'mon lets hurry
hurry
up
& go

[ms.understood]
remember that time when
we laughed at him
for thinking he meant a little
more than he did?
he read into these words through his
own self-importance
not stopping to think that
there's a little more to this
yes you had a part in that
yes you occupy my mind
but the 'you' in that story was just
a third-person 'i'
I
am the dumbass

[ well shit on me ]
no matter what you try do do
yer screwed!
and your pain and your happiness lies
intertwined
like two lovers drunk on wine
tho, they feel it in the morning when
they stand before another day
all scratched up and butt-naked
primative and beautiful.
and here you are
facing your life's future like a
road traversed by 1000 speeding cars
well, im having car troubles
can i hitch a ride with you
sorry i dont fuck strangers
even tho you're cute.
the open skies that shower down light
on an unsuspecting pair one night
feel the vacuum of it pulling on all sides
put your head down, walk that fuckin' line!
and oblivious,
like this
you tread that rough pavement
in your own goddamn head when
that car you didnt see comin'
runs your dumbass over.

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to the girl who showers my room
in her
beutifully scripted
and descriptive
words:
love is for real.
~{~@
happy 6 mo. e

<3