[eyevee]
...guess your mind's made up
you just have to hate what you dont love
so cruel with words
you stab at me hopping it hurts
i too in kind
i sometimes say what comes to mind
but it doesnt have to be
it doesnt have to be so blind....
i'll go outside
lite up a smoke & start to cry
but i'll pretend
it was only smoke burning my eyes
whatcha doing now
you wont even return my calls
are you calling it quits?
its all my fault, huh? now is-nt it?????

i want a lover but i need a friend
a little meaning to the shit thats in my head
im getting drunk now just because i can
im a better lush than ive ever been a man
ive got a reason if you've got a line
it sure aint living
but
it helps to pass the time...

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[ oh Sophia ]
what we know & the stupid shit we think
we know
or think we thought we knew
a brilliant mind; a lofty soul.
but oh---!
what an appetite for... well,
anything. like a headache, it
passes.
full speed
straight
a-
head!
the obvious, so far not apparent
to the eye of blind anger
pushes off those hard earned shackles that
bind
the heart, yearning to be free.
find an unused spot to lay
down & wait for whatever should happen

"que sera sera"

[i'm staying in tonite]
im not going anywhere
im gonna stay in tis room
i really dont like people
& i got shit i can do
im not going out tonight
no, not even with you grrrl
not even those sad, puppy-dog eyes
could get me to move
tonight
im not going to leave this room
AT ALL
ALL NIGHT
i swear this by the moon
im staying right here
& not just tonight
this is a new rule
the "hip" thing to do
until ive saved enough money
to once again move

[stawberry vodka]
purify my mindless spirit
in the spirits i imbibe
like a holy babtism in toxicants
to cleanse my whole damn life
wash me me clean of all my sins
and drink away all lies