[jeebus]
pulling out of this...
whatever this is. bare
as the day i was born.and
who knows?
i could emerge from out this
cloud
i wear to hide my appearance.
someday.
maybe monday.
but would you run from me?
if i expose my whole self unto you...
would you say goodbye to me
or will it
show me the
best
of
you.

[recovery]
everybody is always trying to
tell me what to do.
trying to.
but not you, my baby.
well,
why not you?
what say you?
what feminine twitch have you
got tonight?
oh?
not tonight?
tonight is my night
to bitch.
tonight is my night
and you're out with him.
interesting; very, very interesting.
atleast to that certain part of me
who i was back then
when
saying that you loved me
didnt come so automatically.
no,
you had to stop
and think.
looked at me hard and then
decided it was true.

[reckless abandon}
i get left here, standing reckless-ly
close to the edge. with a
bullet-proof vest and a concealed hand gun.
safety first!
when i finally recount the time it
took to write my first
love letter.
im amazed at how quality and i just dont
get real fucked up together.
she brings me a donut. i leave
flowers
at her car. but they never remain there
getting on towards the end of
the day.
a mind wound up tightly has been
let loose upon these
streets.
a decision must be made up
dont leave this shit to me.