09 June 2007

[primitive]
in search of a destiny
i will pursue, to
the ends of the earth,
ruthlessly (if need be).
it's all about BEING
not just persons guess at
the 'best'
me.
no,
it's all about BEING
what I
want to be, y' see?!?
frankly,
it annoys the shit outta me
hearing people spew forth vomitus
incomplete sentences
about my potentiality
what do they know of my hopes
& dreams?
& other things unknown to anyone
but
me?
all they can see is what i could mean
to them.
its a fucking problem.
but their fucking problem
want a 'safe & secure' thing?
want a man with a dream?
want a boy who could be
any-thing?
love lost in the TV screen
beamed directly into the cranium
no one gives two shits
unless calculated
with what they get.
i will hold my thing...
no,------
my dream (you sicko)
that which makes me
ME
& you will all know
when finally you see
all along
i knew what i was doing.