01 July 2003

...generated de-generate...
im at a loss and close to the edge
dirty the memory dont dirty the bed
feel i dont want to too soon to say
removed from the darkness removal of me
cognative lately and its too soon to tell
star revalation for a happy meal-
i
dont
think
so...

ive misplaced my hate
still fall in debate
i know you hate that dont you...
im all out of time
with reasons not mine
dont deny i ever loved you...
dont you
dont you...

competion runner ran for government
how could you forget her despite the medicine
i am really alright i am really aright i am really... :|

30 June 2003

fuck you too, dad
im suddenly angry and i radiate heat
so blessed with the error i had to bleed
thank you for knowing but not about me
hungry words can shred your make-believe

salivate the chance; wounding first glance
toppeled more than this; i am...

having fun...
but i cant be more than this...

selective amniesia; so sure cant recall
rejoice if only provoked by us all
so easy to say 'its all your fault'
yesterday, or today-its the same despite it all...

purchased a brand new life; branded and despised
so, no its not just kicks; meanwhile i'm...

-c.

pointed at sunset
keep on heading west
might just get some rest
but iam...

-slow c.