[domo ari gato]
do you ever get the call
to dissappear?
do you ever feel
as i sometimes feel?
the brutal longing for the
blank abyss,
the quiet ocean of nothingness?
do you fear as i do?
insurmountable,
indescribable,
unavoidable fear.
blanket of pure cold &
so many damn questions
squashing hope in complete
oppression.
left alone to feel its weight,
wishing for an end that never fucking comes...
left alone to live
alone
another god-damned day