[gettingscrewed sans the fun]

How did we get here? And oh so shockingly fast... In love & happy one day (or so you said atleast) then you go do something horribly stupid & it's suddenly...gone. A dream that never was forever more. Next thing I know I'm being painted as some monster so the monster you let be your angels dad won't seem nearly quite so bad. And that
I can't quite figure out. Why do that when you were once so proud to be my girl and on my arm...we clear a path & baby we stopped some cars. Rubber neckers careening for a glimpse of you n me...
Why oh why oh fuck my life

[wow]

we met & i loved you for so many things... a slightly defeatist attitude with an air to persevere a fuck-it mind set i felt matched my own... and as we went through the motions spilling our lifespans i found that i loved you more than i'd planned as this love began to blossom you nurtured its roots we made plans for the future perhaps moving too soon perhaps but we thought that we knew and still everyday i found more & more i loved you then one day the Devil came calling for you and you let him in, baby, what did you do?! slowly each promise he made was broken even as you try to tell me each of them and his poison spilled into the very soil and even as i loved you, you believed more & more then just as i thought we'd made it through and all that was left was to keep loving you i found the demon the devil had made in the heart of the woman whos heart was for me who i loved and who'd once also loved me and the poison leeched further going so deep we started fighting i couldnt speak til you finally stopped loving me