[on the record]
can i still love you
for the record
i will despite if you say no
ive been foolish, ive been greedy
i am a dirty little whore
i get fucked up if i feel nervous
i get fucked up if i feel fine
this path i chose is reckless
but i follow every line
with a shot of something liquid
that warms me up inside
but this way is mine...
& i never thought it was
a good idea
for you to live this life i lead
but im selfish & i cant say no
besides, i like you next to me
yeah
i only thought of me...

but now you're driving off
out of here
and im left here
all alone

i picked this path a while back
it was a conscience decision that i made
see life, so-named, seems
unacceptable---or atleast that way to me!
all my friends they are my enimies
they think that i am really strange
they think that im quite stupid
or maybe mentally deranged!
but i will never change for them
no, ill never change; never change!

im so glad you've got your brother
quess we'll stay in touch that way
just maybe when you're ready, baby
you'll drive back home to be with me