12 July 2002

~{~@mind fuck'd@~}~
>>>>>intercept II 19 MM0II-b

//bgn

down in the drags but im still pure
been lost together, me and my girl
she left me for a mirror image of me
she left me so alone i would be

do you love me or my words?
soft spoken and redeeming
golden or demeaning
in tattered clothes i bare the flag
shot up in galleries same as my dad
went out to bakersfield to see what i'd find
got lost in the desert drinking turpentine

arch your back
curl your toes
eyes dilate
escaping moan
warm breath
soft touch
not enough
not too much
hands pressed
minds collide
all as one
body, mine

think you can beat this? think you have won?
tempt me twice more and we'll dance

who knows what you're bitter heart can unleash
backed up dumpsters and garbage disposals
tethered down to a railroad track, seconds away

i want to scream
but no one can hear me
bound and gagged by suit jacket and tie
beg for forgiveness but pious im not

i can't help this feeling
im uncontrolled
where is my lover
covered in gold

//end